Nothing to do

Hey there,
Today was so boring......I can't even begin to tell you..
I just sat around and listened to music and such.
The weather was dreary too so that didn't help.

I went to bed kind of early last night because there was nothing to do.
Steven, Ricki, Marissa and Shaun all left yesterday around 7pm to go to Ricki's house and practice and record the songs they will be doing for the arts festival which is in May.
They are gonna do such a great job, I know it.
Marissa will even be singing, and she has such an amazing voice.
They still haven't gotten back yet and I'm not sure when they will.
I figure I'm going to go to bed early.
Why stay up and wait?
I highly doubt that Steven wants to see me anyway.
He never acts like he does...
He acted so annoyed with me the other night.
I just felt bad being in his room.
That wasn't cool... shouldn't someone feel comfortable around their friends?
Ga!! I just want to scream, I hate this situation and I keep blaming myself for everything.
I guess I'm not cool enough or something....

But anywho, I can't wait until the summer.
I miss my family so much, I can't even begin to tell you.
I miss the twins so much. I want to take them outside and play with them.
They are soooo cute.

I'm going home next weekend.
Sister Debbie is having a baby shower and I'm gonna go with my mom.
I want to get a haircut so bad!
I'm gonna color my hair darker too.
I'll look stellar for sure.

Woo! The new Acceptance cd comes out in 2 days and I can't wait! I've been waiting for that cd for awhile now.
I listened to the E-card and it sounded amazing.
Hopefully it will be in stock when I actually get to a store...

Well, I might go listen to music or go study or something.
Then I think I'm off to bed for the night.
Fill ya in later.

~Lots of Love~ Liz