Hey,
So today I was going to wake up at 8:00am to finish my colored pencil drawing but I woke up and then fell back asleep.
So I then woke up later at 9:30......durr
I worked on my project for awhile and then I took a shower (yay for being clean!)
Then I got ready for lunch and went over and got Steven in his room.
Lunch was amazing! BLT and frenchfries baby!
MMmmmm....me and Steven were almost in heaven....almost.
So after lunch we went to the bookstore and goofed around in the clothing section.
Haha, it was awesome..I think we were scaring the guy that was looking at the sweatshirts.....
So I worked on my project for a couple more hours and I handed it in a little before 4:00pm.
The art office was closed so I just put it under Ms. Patridge's office door.
When I got back me, Steven, and Danielle all went to the mall.
Steve bought me Chinese food for dinner and it was sooo good.
Sure beats the school food..thats for sure..
Of course I had no money so I couldn't do Christmas shopping but I did get to look a little bit.
We visited Marissa in H&M because she works there and that was fun.
They have so many rocking blazers there!! :)
I need to get me some of those!
I am poor.
I need a job.
I need MONEY.
So yeah..Steven got back $160 for his books so therefore he had money.
After we left the mall we went to BestBuy and Steven got 2 movies: Dodgeball and Spiderman 2, and 3 cds: the new Further Seems Forever,the new The Used, and the new Homegrown ep.
Yay for Steve and spending $75
Oh well...it went to a good cause, better than spending it all on food I say.
After BestBuy we went to Wally World (aka: Walmart) and got some candy and drinks!
Woo!
When we got back to college, me, Steve, and Rich all watched Spiderman 2.
Mike came in towards the middle and I was so surprised that he didn't even know that there was a Spiderman 2.
How could you not know!!?
After the movie Mike left and I was sitting on Steve's bed and Steve sat down to study for a bit.
Then they shut off the lights and Steve was trying to go to sleep and he has his final exam at 8 in the morning so he is like, "I need my bed cause I'm not gonna get any sleep if you stay".
So thats understandable and I said goodnight to Steve and Rich and thus here I am sitting in my room typing this journal entry.
Wala, there you have it, my entire day in a nutshell.
I think I might actually go to bed soon.... nah, prolly not.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Saying goodbye
Hey there,
So this morning Steve came over and we said goodbye to Mary before she left.
We met John and Annie at the dining hall.
It was like old times again.
Then Steve and I went over to Annie's room and hung out for awhile.
Annie used the rest of her wrapping paper and wrapped it around Steve so it looked like he had a dress on.
Haha, it was hilarious.
Then she stuck bows all over him and make him a crown made out of the same wrapping paper.
Then we took the tube that the wrapping paper was on and stuck a pom pom in it.
Then Annie took pictures..lots of pictures.
Lol...we were laughing so hard.
Steve almost looked like a princess.
Steve was gonna go swimming so he said goodbye to Annie and I walked back over to Penfield building with him while he was still wearing the wrapping paper dress and crown and 'wand'.
The entire way there Steve was shouting "Its Christmas! Its Christmas!" in this freaking hilarious little kid voice.
Haha, good times.
Somebody saw us and gave Steve a dirty look, it was so great.
So after Steve went to swim I went back over to Annie's to say goodbye.
Aw, I will miss you Annie Bear.
So basically I did nothing really all day..but sit around and eat here and there.
Thats ok, i guess though because I'm done with classes and all.
I miss people already...and I have to endure a month?
Gosh, where does the time go?
Seriously...
I have to go do laundry soon....maybe Steve will go to the basement with me, seeing as to the fact that I don't like being alone down there..
I'll be back later perhaps.
Miss you Jenn!
~Peace Out~ Liz
So this morning Steve came over and we said goodbye to Mary before she left.
We met John and Annie at the dining hall.
It was like old times again.
Then Steve and I went over to Annie's room and hung out for awhile.
Annie used the rest of her wrapping paper and wrapped it around Steve so it looked like he had a dress on.
Haha, it was hilarious.
Then she stuck bows all over him and make him a crown made out of the same wrapping paper.
Then we took the tube that the wrapping paper was on and stuck a pom pom in it.
Then Annie took pictures..lots of pictures.
Lol...we were laughing so hard.
Steve almost looked like a princess.
Steve was gonna go swimming so he said goodbye to Annie and I walked back over to Penfield building with him while he was still wearing the wrapping paper dress and crown and 'wand'.
The entire way there Steve was shouting "Its Christmas! Its Christmas!" in this freaking hilarious little kid voice.
Haha, good times.
Somebody saw us and gave Steve a dirty look, it was so great.
So after Steve went to swim I went back over to Annie's to say goodbye.
Aw, I will miss you Annie Bear.
So basically I did nothing really all day..but sit around and eat here and there.
Thats ok, i guess though because I'm done with classes and all.
I miss people already...and I have to endure a month?
Gosh, where does the time go?
Seriously...
I have to go do laundry soon....maybe Steve will go to the basement with me, seeing as to the fact that I don't like being alone down there..
I'll be back later perhaps.
Miss you Jenn!
~Peace Out~ Liz
Wednesday, December 1, 2004
Recycled Percussion
Hey,
Monday night was awesome!
Audrey IMed me and told me that she was coming up to visit. So we planned on going to watch this 'band' called Recycled Percussion which was playing in the IT building theater on campus.
I went and got Steve 20 minutes before it started at 8 and he agreed to go.
Steve and I sat next to Annie and Kerry (they saved us seats) and Audrey and our friend John were sitting in front of us.
Recycled Percussion was awesome!
It consisted of 4 members (1 was a DJ).
2 were extremely hott, especially the one with the black spikey hair (mmmmm).
What they basically did was drumming on old recycled materials such as buckets and such.
Later they did beat boxing!
It was soooooo cool.
I couldn't believe how talented they all were.
Check out the website www.recycledpercussion.com
Justin is my favorite
So afterwards I shook hands with all of them and told them what an awesome show they put on.
Steve, Audrey, John and I all hung around afterwards in the IT building and the band was still hanging around.
I looked over and Justin had taken his shirt off.
Geez he was hott.
..and he kept looking over at me! ha, I wanted to go talk to him again but ..yeah, didn't happen.
Audrey wouldn't even go say hi..but she should of.
We both had the hotts for Justin...lol
Annie was all for Ethan...and he was pretty hott too.
Ha, typical girls..right?
But anywho, these guys are amazing and I recommend anyone to go see them perform!
So afterwards, Steve, Audrey and me all went to Denny's.
It was so cool to hang out with Audrey again.
I missed her so much.
My stomach was bothering me the entire time though and that sucked hardcore.
We got back and hung out for a little bit in the dorms and then Audrey was getting tired so she left.
Then Steve and I watched tv for awhile.
I went to bed eventually....can't really remember the time exactly.
Last night I talked to Kyle and he said he won't be at camp next year!
Aww...that makes me so sad.
Its because he is going to be in Iraq.
Man, I'll be praying for him.
I was looking forward to seeing him over the summer....oh well, there is a reason for everything.
I have class at 2 and I think I'm gonna go take a quick nap.
So I'll fill ya in later.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Monday night was awesome!
Audrey IMed me and told me that she was coming up to visit. So we planned on going to watch this 'band' called Recycled Percussion which was playing in the IT building theater on campus.
I went and got Steve 20 minutes before it started at 8 and he agreed to go.
Steve and I sat next to Annie and Kerry (they saved us seats) and Audrey and our friend John were sitting in front of us.
Recycled Percussion was awesome!
It consisted of 4 members (1 was a DJ).
2 were extremely hott, especially the one with the black spikey hair (mmmmm).
What they basically did was drumming on old recycled materials such as buckets and such.
Later they did beat boxing!
It was soooooo cool.
I couldn't believe how talented they all were.
Check out the website www.recycledpercussion.com
Justin is my favorite
So afterwards I shook hands with all of them and told them what an awesome show they put on.
Steve, Audrey, John and I all hung around afterwards in the IT building and the band was still hanging around.
I looked over and Justin had taken his shirt off.
Geez he was hott.
..and he kept looking over at me! ha, I wanted to go talk to him again but ..yeah, didn't happen.
Audrey wouldn't even go say hi..but she should of.
We both had the hotts for Justin...lol
Annie was all for Ethan...and he was pretty hott too.
Ha, typical girls..right?
But anywho, these guys are amazing and I recommend anyone to go see them perform!
So afterwards, Steve, Audrey and me all went to Denny's.
It was so cool to hang out with Audrey again.
I missed her so much.
My stomach was bothering me the entire time though and that sucked hardcore.
We got back and hung out for a little bit in the dorms and then Audrey was getting tired so she left.
Then Steve and I watched tv for awhile.
I went to bed eventually....can't really remember the time exactly.
Last night I talked to Kyle and he said he won't be at camp next year!
Aww...that makes me so sad.
Its because he is going to be in Iraq.
Man, I'll be praying for him.
I was looking forward to seeing him over the summer....oh well, there is a reason for everything.
I have class at 2 and I think I'm gonna go take a quick nap.
So I'll fill ya in later.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Stress free...for at least a day
Hey,
I know, I know, I haven't updated in awhile.
But there is indeed a reason.
My monitor broke last Thursday sooo...that totally sucked.
My parents are so nice, they gave me their monitor for the moment.
My mom and James (my brother) brought it up on Monday and my mom took us out to eat at Panera Bread. It was soooo good.
It was nice to be around family.
I actually really start to miss everyone from back home while I'm here.
My mom said they will just use their laptop until they get a new monitor.
So I had a weekend tragedy.
It was just a small tragedy.
I was unaware that the bookstore closed early on Friday so I went there at 4:15 and it was closed.
I needed to buy a special pen to ink my project I've been doing for Editorial Illustration.
So I called Ryan like 3 times this weekend and every time I called he wasn't home.
He has the pen that I needed so I thought he would prolly let me borrow his for the weekend.
I asked his mom to tell him to call me back but no phone call.
I was so frusterated because I couldn't work on my project until yesterday cause I didn't have the pen.
My mom took me to AC Moore and we got it for $14.00 on sale.
It was normally $25.00........yeah, I know, stupid.
So I started inking it when I got back to the school yesterday.
After dinner Steve stole a chair from the ACC building.
It was just sitting on the floor up the stairs and he grabbed it and we ran like the wind all the way back to Penfield.
So now he has a chair with wheels. Yay for Steve.
Ha, I love him.
So Steve took Annie and I to Target to see Kerry after dinner then we went to Best Buy.
I was so pissed.
They still don't have The Spill Canvas cd.
Thats the third time I've went and its not there.
This is creating a problem.
I really want that cd.
What I wanna know is why Best Buy hates me?
Ah, corporate greed of course, haha, I mean more along the lines of supply and demand.
Thats society for ya.
I told Steve that I bet a whole bunch of hungry fans cleaned the store of my desired cd.
Don't give me that look, its possible....
So I got back and worked on my project until 5 in the morning.
Low and behold it still wasn't completed.
So today in class I completely was freaking out in class.
I found out that Ryan has another friend named Liz and there was a bit of confusion there.
Oh well, it happens.
I was under so much stress that I almost started crying.
But I finished it and it looks fantastic.
How do I do it?
How do I always manage to pull it off?
It quite funny really.
So yeah, I want a boy.
Aw, its making me sad, I want one so bad.
This sucks..I hate it.
I don't know what to do to get someone to like me.
Just fill my life with other things I guess.
I need a J-O-B
Wouldn't it be nice if a job and an amazing boyfriend came in a package deal?
Ha, no pun intended.
Gotta love me.
~Peace Out~ Liz
I know, I know, I haven't updated in awhile.
But there is indeed a reason.
My monitor broke last Thursday sooo...that totally sucked.
My parents are so nice, they gave me their monitor for the moment.
My mom and James (my brother) brought it up on Monday and my mom took us out to eat at Panera Bread. It was soooo good.
It was nice to be around family.
I actually really start to miss everyone from back home while I'm here.
My mom said they will just use their laptop until they get a new monitor.
So I had a weekend tragedy.
It was just a small tragedy.
I was unaware that the bookstore closed early on Friday so I went there at 4:15 and it was closed.
I needed to buy a special pen to ink my project I've been doing for Editorial Illustration.
So I called Ryan like 3 times this weekend and every time I called he wasn't home.
He has the pen that I needed so I thought he would prolly let me borrow his for the weekend.
I asked his mom to tell him to call me back but no phone call.
I was so frusterated because I couldn't work on my project until yesterday cause I didn't have the pen.
My mom took me to AC Moore and we got it for $14.00 on sale.
It was normally $25.00........yeah, I know, stupid.
So I started inking it when I got back to the school yesterday.
After dinner Steve stole a chair from the ACC building.
It was just sitting on the floor up the stairs and he grabbed it and we ran like the wind all the way back to Penfield.
So now he has a chair with wheels. Yay for Steve.
Ha, I love him.
So Steve took Annie and I to Target to see Kerry after dinner then we went to Best Buy.
I was so pissed.
They still don't have The Spill Canvas cd.
Thats the third time I've went and its not there.
This is creating a problem.
I really want that cd.
What I wanna know is why Best Buy hates me?
Ah, corporate greed of course, haha, I mean more along the lines of supply and demand.
Thats society for ya.
I told Steve that I bet a whole bunch of hungry fans cleaned the store of my desired cd.
Don't give me that look, its possible....
So I got back and worked on my project until 5 in the morning.
Low and behold it still wasn't completed.
So today in class I completely was freaking out in class.
I found out that Ryan has another friend named Liz and there was a bit of confusion there.
Oh well, it happens.
I was under so much stress that I almost started crying.
But I finished it and it looks fantastic.
How do I do it?
How do I always manage to pull it off?
It quite funny really.
So yeah, I want a boy.
Aw, its making me sad, I want one so bad.
This sucks..I hate it.
I don't know what to do to get someone to like me.
Just fill my life with other things I guess.
I need a J-O-B
Wouldn't it be nice if a job and an amazing boyfriend came in a package deal?
Ha, no pun intended.
Gotta love me.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Tuesday, October 5, 2004
Thoughts
Hey there.
So today was boring.
Isn't that interesting....not really.
So anyway, this morning was good.
I felt so depressed when I got to class though.
I'm not sure why.
Maybe its because I'm lonely and I really want to be in an amazing relationship.
I saw Tony after class.
I miss him alot.
It was good to see him.
I talked to Annie today.
I hadn't in like 4 days.
Thats a long time.
She is excited about the wedding.
Rephrase, she is EXTREMELY excited about the wedding.
I'm so happy for her.
Her and Kerry are perfect together.
She is so blessed to have somebody that loves her wholeheartedly.
I can only hope for that someday.
Maybe it will never happen.
I don't know.
I'll never know now.
I just have to wait and see what the future brings me.
Whoever the guy is, if there is one, I can't wait to be with him.
My prince charming is out their somewhere.
It will be true love when I finally meet him.
An emo song sounds good right about now.
Haha, just kidding.
So yeah, Josh came over to my room today.
(Oh boy)
Yes that was sarcasm.
You see, I think he still likes me but I think he is getting the hint that I'm just not interested.
AT ALL.
I find him annoying now, and I can't explain it.
So he came over and immediately asked me if he could use my computer.
Of course to use AIM.
Being the nice person I am I said yes.
So yeah, 10 minutes later Shana was about to go home for the night and I wanted to do my homework out in the lounge.
So I told him I was gonna go out in the lounge.
I don't exactly trust him to be in my room alone.
So he is like, "You want me to leave?"
I basically said yes and explained why.
I felt bad but oh well.
Then about 2 hours later he comes back and the instant he walks in he asks if he can use Shana's computer.
I'm like, "I wouldn't"
So he just kinda hung around being kinda annoying for about 5 minutes and then he is like, "I'm going now"
What a weirdo.
I mean, I thought at first he kinda seemed like a nice guy cause he didn't do drugs and stuff like that.
Plus he beleives in God.
But for real, the guy can be really annoying.
I'm getting the vibe now that all he is using me and Shana for is our computers.
Geez, and I rarely have the heart to say no.
So I make the effort not to be in my room at certain times of the night.
Call me harse if you will.
I just don't want to deal with it.
So anyway,
I've been thinking about changing my major.
I don't think I could actually do it.
I mean I'm good at art and all, it just feels like it isn't my passion anymore.
I hate that feeling.
My passion is music.
I just wish that I had some music background.
Oh well, just keep praying about it i guess.
Steve told me I shouldn't switch.
Ryan said the same thing.
Other people too.
I'm not sure what to do.
I was thinking General Studies if anything.
So I actually did some homework tonight.
Wow, thats amazing.
Gotta get myself back into the habit.
Last week was bum week for me.
I'm hungry.
I wish I had some soup.
Wow, that was random.
Oh well.
Cheers for randomness.
Its what I do best....
~Peace Out~ Liz
So today was boring.
Isn't that interesting....not really.
So anyway, this morning was good.
I felt so depressed when I got to class though.
I'm not sure why.
Maybe its because I'm lonely and I really want to be in an amazing relationship.
I saw Tony after class.
I miss him alot.
It was good to see him.
I talked to Annie today.
I hadn't in like 4 days.
Thats a long time.
She is excited about the wedding.
Rephrase, she is EXTREMELY excited about the wedding.
I'm so happy for her.
Her and Kerry are perfect together.
She is so blessed to have somebody that loves her wholeheartedly.
I can only hope for that someday.
Maybe it will never happen.
I don't know.
I'll never know now.
I just have to wait and see what the future brings me.
Whoever the guy is, if there is one, I can't wait to be with him.
My prince charming is out their somewhere.
It will be true love when I finally meet him.
An emo song sounds good right about now.
Haha, just kidding.
So yeah, Josh came over to my room today.
(Oh boy)
Yes that was sarcasm.
You see, I think he still likes me but I think he is getting the hint that I'm just not interested.
AT ALL.
I find him annoying now, and I can't explain it.
So he came over and immediately asked me if he could use my computer.
Of course to use AIM.
Being the nice person I am I said yes.
So yeah, 10 minutes later Shana was about to go home for the night and I wanted to do my homework out in the lounge.
So I told him I was gonna go out in the lounge.
I don't exactly trust him to be in my room alone.
So he is like, "You want me to leave?"
I basically said yes and explained why.
I felt bad but oh well.
Then about 2 hours later he comes back and the instant he walks in he asks if he can use Shana's computer.
I'm like, "I wouldn't"
So he just kinda hung around being kinda annoying for about 5 minutes and then he is like, "I'm going now"
What a weirdo.
I mean, I thought at first he kinda seemed like a nice guy cause he didn't do drugs and stuff like that.
Plus he beleives in God.
But for real, the guy can be really annoying.
I'm getting the vibe now that all he is using me and Shana for is our computers.
Geez, and I rarely have the heart to say no.
So I make the effort not to be in my room at certain times of the night.
Call me harse if you will.
I just don't want to deal with it.
So anyway,
I've been thinking about changing my major.
I don't think I could actually do it.
I mean I'm good at art and all, it just feels like it isn't my passion anymore.
I hate that feeling.
My passion is music.
I just wish that I had some music background.
Oh well, just keep praying about it i guess.
Steve told me I shouldn't switch.
Ryan said the same thing.
Other people too.
I'm not sure what to do.
I was thinking General Studies if anything.
So I actually did some homework tonight.
Wow, thats amazing.
Gotta get myself back into the habit.
Last week was bum week for me.
I'm hungry.
I wish I had some soup.
Wow, that was random.
Oh well.
Cheers for randomness.
Its what I do best....
~Peace Out~ Liz
Saturday, October 2, 2004
Another Boring Day at MVCC
Hey,
Yeah, so last night was kinda boring.
I fell asleep after dinner and then me and Steve hung out for a long time.
At 1 we went to McDonalds and Steve got 3 McChickens and 2 Double Cheese Burgers.
I got a small fries and a McChicken.
Stupid idiots forgot my fries so we had to go back.
Good food though, mmmmmmm.
Then I just kinda stayed up a little bit and then I went to my room.
The girl that lives next door named Reisa knocked on my door about 30 minutes later and asked me if I had a condom.
Ha, I said no.
So in about another 30 minutes I heard them banging in the room next to me.
Good times, ..heh..
So yeah, anyway, today has been completely boring so far.
Thats not unusual though so...
Steve and I are supposed to go to Best Buy today.
I really hope we end up going cause I really want The Spill Canvas cd.
I'm due for a new cd.
I have a new favorite band.
They are called Daphne Loves Derby.
I love them.
I think I'm going on an emo streak.
Straylight Run cd comes out this month and I'm excited.
I am in love with that band.
Ha, why is it that most people have never heard of the bands I like the most?
You wanna know why?
Cause people are getting sucked into the mainstream monster.
Its all good though.
I like some mainstream bands too.
So you can't exclude me entirely.
I'm not completely against the grain.
Just listen to what you like is what I say.
Music is so much more than the beats on a page.
Deep down its all about the lyrics, the part that speaks the most.
Thats why music is woven into my life and music speaks to me.
Daphne Loves Derby (one of my favorite songs)
"The Longest Story"
Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
I’ll find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Inside this room, time will stand still
As long as I'm not aware of changes
The world outside leaves me behind by myself
It shows no mercy for those who hold on.
Still awake with the sound of my voice
I’m restless for the silence in the air
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
I’ll find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
~Peace Out~ Liz
Yeah, so last night was kinda boring.
I fell asleep after dinner and then me and Steve hung out for a long time.
At 1 we went to McDonalds and Steve got 3 McChickens and 2 Double Cheese Burgers.
I got a small fries and a McChicken.
Stupid idiots forgot my fries so we had to go back.
Good food though, mmmmmmm.
Then I just kinda stayed up a little bit and then I went to my room.
The girl that lives next door named Reisa knocked on my door about 30 minutes later and asked me if I had a condom.
Ha, I said no.
So in about another 30 minutes I heard them banging in the room next to me.
Good times, ..heh..
So yeah, anyway, today has been completely boring so far.
Thats not unusual though so...
Steve and I are supposed to go to Best Buy today.
I really hope we end up going cause I really want The Spill Canvas cd.
I'm due for a new cd.
I have a new favorite band.
They are called Daphne Loves Derby.
I love them.
I think I'm going on an emo streak.
Straylight Run cd comes out this month and I'm excited.
I am in love with that band.
Ha, why is it that most people have never heard of the bands I like the most?
You wanna know why?
Cause people are getting sucked into the mainstream monster.
Its all good though.
I like some mainstream bands too.
So you can't exclude me entirely.
I'm not completely against the grain.
Just listen to what you like is what I say.
Music is so much more than the beats on a page.
Deep down its all about the lyrics, the part that speaks the most.
Thats why music is woven into my life and music speaks to me.
Daphne Loves Derby (one of my favorite songs)
"The Longest Story"
Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
I’ll find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Inside this room, time will stand still
As long as I'm not aware of changes
The world outside leaves me behind by myself
It shows no mercy for those who hold on.
Still awake with the sound of my voice
I’m restless for the silence in the air
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
I’ll find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
~Peace Out~ Liz
Saturday, September 18, 2004
A New Hope
Hey,
Wow, the last couple nights have been rough.
I thought Steve liked this girl named Mary that lives on the floor above us cause they have been hanging out really late for the last 5 nights in a row.
Two nights ago they started cuddling right when I was in the room and I just cried my eyes out.
I was sitting on Rich's bed and he was there to comfort me.
So I didn't get to bed till 5:30am and went I went back to my room I cried for a good half hour.
I woke up shaking that morning.
So yesterday I talked to Steve and he said that he didn't see himself with a girl like that and such.
I told him how I really felt about him and that I still had feelings for him.
I knew that he didn't like me that way so that was no surprise when he told me that he didn't.
I told him that I am trying to get over him but it was going to take time.
I also said that I am interested in somebody but deep down those feelings for him are still there.
It was hard to hear him say that he didn't have feelings like that for me but in the same sense it also makes it easier for me to move on.
Because I do want to move on, I'm just not sure how to.
My 2:00-4:30 was canceled yesterday and I really wanted to talk to Ryan.
Ryan and I talked for a long time and he was just so encouraging.
He said that he had never met a girl like me and that I'm so different from so many girls.
He said I had a natural beauty and that I didn't have to do anything to be beautiful, I just am.
What touched me the most was that he said I was beautiful both inside and out.
Most people don't see that, and I wish they would go beyond how I look.
He told me that not many girls have the type of standards that I do and that I am a truly sincere person.
I told him how I really feel about myself though and it wasn't easy.
Cause deep down I hate myself.
My inward self-esteem is extremely low.
I feel like I have to be perfect and please everybody.
I so sick of being unhappy.
I want to like myself.
I'm so thankful that he was there to talk to because he kind of lit the light back up that was burning low in my heart.
He made me think things over and begin to see things in a different light.
Thank you Ryan for caring.
Today I figured out why I haven't been in a relationship, ever...and its because I don't like myself inside.
I'm thinking about going to see a counselor on a weekly basis.
Its nice to talk to friends but I think some professional help might do me some good.
So here is the game plan.
I need help getting over Steve and viewing him only as a friend and I truly want to love myself.
I've been thinking alot about God too and how much I shut him out.
It seems like things have been worse since I've been away...its time to run back.
I read my Bible tonight and it gave me a new hope.
It suddenly occured to me today..
I do love Steve, in the friend way.
But now I'm starting to see that I could never be with him, even if he did like me.
We don't share the same standards, the same goals.
And even though he is an amazing person he is not truly want I want in a spouse.
I think I became so attached to him because he was my first kiss, the first guy that ever really acted like he wanted to be with me.
I just need to brush that aside.
These feelings will go away eventually, I just need to give it time.
I guess I've taken the first step in changing.
Why did it take me so long to figure out what I was doing wrong?
~Peace Out~ Liz
Wow, the last couple nights have been rough.
I thought Steve liked this girl named Mary that lives on the floor above us cause they have been hanging out really late for the last 5 nights in a row.
Two nights ago they started cuddling right when I was in the room and I just cried my eyes out.
I was sitting on Rich's bed and he was there to comfort me.
So I didn't get to bed till 5:30am and went I went back to my room I cried for a good half hour.
I woke up shaking that morning.
So yesterday I talked to Steve and he said that he didn't see himself with a girl like that and such.
I told him how I really felt about him and that I still had feelings for him.
I knew that he didn't like me that way so that was no surprise when he told me that he didn't.
I told him that I am trying to get over him but it was going to take time.
I also said that I am interested in somebody but deep down those feelings for him are still there.
It was hard to hear him say that he didn't have feelings like that for me but in the same sense it also makes it easier for me to move on.
Because I do want to move on, I'm just not sure how to.
My 2:00-4:30 was canceled yesterday and I really wanted to talk to Ryan.
Ryan and I talked for a long time and he was just so encouraging.
He said that he had never met a girl like me and that I'm so different from so many girls.
He said I had a natural beauty and that I didn't have to do anything to be beautiful, I just am.
What touched me the most was that he said I was beautiful both inside and out.
Most people don't see that, and I wish they would go beyond how I look.
He told me that not many girls have the type of standards that I do and that I am a truly sincere person.
I told him how I really feel about myself though and it wasn't easy.
Cause deep down I hate myself.
My inward self-esteem is extremely low.
I feel like I have to be perfect and please everybody.
I so sick of being unhappy.
I want to like myself.
I'm so thankful that he was there to talk to because he kind of lit the light back up that was burning low in my heart.
He made me think things over and begin to see things in a different light.
Thank you Ryan for caring.
Today I figured out why I haven't been in a relationship, ever...and its because I don't like myself inside.
I'm thinking about going to see a counselor on a weekly basis.
Its nice to talk to friends but I think some professional help might do me some good.
So here is the game plan.
I need help getting over Steve and viewing him only as a friend and I truly want to love myself.
I've been thinking alot about God too and how much I shut him out.
It seems like things have been worse since I've been away...its time to run back.
I read my Bible tonight and it gave me a new hope.
It suddenly occured to me today..
I do love Steve, in the friend way.
But now I'm starting to see that I could never be with him, even if he did like me.
We don't share the same standards, the same goals.
And even though he is an amazing person he is not truly want I want in a spouse.
I think I became so attached to him because he was my first kiss, the first guy that ever really acted like he wanted to be with me.
I just need to brush that aside.
These feelings will go away eventually, I just need to give it time.
I guess I've taken the first step in changing.
Why did it take me so long to figure out what I was doing wrong?
~Peace Out~ Liz
Wednesday, September 8, 2004
Wish we were together
Oh I just want to dream of this forever
wish we were together
and you could bring me flowers in the rain and all this unwanted pain would never stay around for long
the shores are bringing in new tides and the sun is burning a new light
and I try with all my might but I keep falling again and again.
I hate this innocence, its so not convience
it prevents me from a love I cannot grasp
and now the sun is dying and my heart is crying
cause I see you and its not you, its me
fighting the inner demons that keep breaking free
Your eyes met mine and I just crumbled inside
and you didn't know how I felt and everything felt like a lie
I'd rather die then live this life and not know why
you never gave it a chance
its not a bittersweet romance
Your heart is telling you to run towards what is right
But you fight
and you ignore the voice inside
and you lose a lifetime
a moment
forever...
with a girl
a promise
a future
I wrote this right this very moment..and I like it.
Tell me what you think.
~Peace Out~
wish we were together
and you could bring me flowers in the rain and all this unwanted pain would never stay around for long
the shores are bringing in new tides and the sun is burning a new light
and I try with all my might but I keep falling again and again.
I hate this innocence, its so not convience
it prevents me from a love I cannot grasp
and now the sun is dying and my heart is crying
cause I see you and its not you, its me
fighting the inner demons that keep breaking free
Your eyes met mine and I just crumbled inside
and you didn't know how I felt and everything felt like a lie
I'd rather die then live this life and not know why
you never gave it a chance
its not a bittersweet romance
Your heart is telling you to run towards what is right
But you fight
and you ignore the voice inside
and you lose a lifetime
a moment
forever...
with a girl
a promise
a future
I wrote this right this very moment..and I like it.
Tell me what you think.
~Peace Out~
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Review of the last couple of weeks
Soooo yeah, sorry that I haven't updated in FOREVER. Its just that I was extremely busy getting essays done and studying for tests and completing projects *whew*. So anyway, I went home with Annie that weekend and we had a great time. We watched about 3 or 4 episodes of "The OC" and I swear that girl has driven me to love that show. Soo..after that me and Annie took a long walk down through her neighborhood and she told me all about what it was like for her growing up in middleschool and highschool. I had no idea what she went through. Man....but when we got back we had yummy food and we ate with Casey and Luke's (Annie friends)parents, which are also her neighbors. They were so nice and we had a blast. So when we were leaving we realized that it was pouring outside and annie is standing in the rain and she was like, "Come on Liz! Get over here!" and I'm like, "NOOOOOO!!" So then I just ran into the rain and me and annie linked arms and ran for our lives. It was so funny because we were screaming the entire time. Then I'm like, "where is your house?!" and it was hilarious because it was right across the street but because I was staring at the ground and running I couldn't see anything.
The next day I went to Annie's church which I actually liked. So that was fun and at 2:00 we went to Isha's (is that how you spell her name?) benefit for her dad that has cancer. It was cool because I got to meet alot of Annie's friends that she has back home. I finally got to meet Pat and "HOLLA" that boy it sooooooo HOTT. Mmmmm...makes me want to melt just thinking about him. But anyway......
So we got back and yeah, I got all my essays done within the following week and all that stuff. I was a nervous wreak, believe me, it was bad. I was crying alot and all that stuff.
Then it didn't help that I found out the following week that Steve messed around with this girl named Sara. I really don't want to get into that though. Not to mention I found out that this girl told one of my friends that she 'has' steve. Yeah, ok, whatever. He said he doesn't even like her like that and they are def not going out. So..why would she say that!? Grr.....I hate stupid girls...
So me and Steve were hanging out one night and Sara comes in and I felt very uncomfortable so I left the room. This was prolly between 12:00-1:00 in the morning. So they end up talking until about 6:00 in the morning! I just stayed up with my friends John and Dan. John was so sweet, he put his arms around me and he stroked my hands and did his best to calm me down, cause I was pretty upset. When Sara and John finally left me and steve were alone in the lobby and he asked me what was wrong. So I told him what was on my mind and I put my head in his lap and I just started to cry. At about 6:30 we both went to bed and I felt a little better.
A couple of nights later me and Steve hung outside really late and he told me all about his highschool years and what he was like. I learned alot that night. So he said he was gonna go to bed most likely so I said goodnight and went to my room. The next day I find out from Sam (one of my friends) that Steve stayed up almost the whole night with Sara, (they were talking and then watched a move). Ok, that kinda pissed me off cause I had been asking Steve to watch a movie with me for the past week. Not to mention he said he was gonna go to bed. So I talked to him the next day and he said it was because they had 'important' stuff to talk about. Umm..he knows very well that if I had went to his room he would of went straight to bed, but when she comes over of course he has to stay up. He said they are nothing more than friends but man, I just don't know anymore. Steve told me that if me and him had something important to talk about then he would of stayed up with me too. Ok....whatever, guess out talks aren't important...
Thursday night wa hard. Me and Annie had the biggest fight that we have had yet. It was quite bad and we both said some mean things that I know we prolly both regret. I was so mad that I was actually throwing some things, wow, not normol for the Liz..
I don't know if I really want to get into all the details. So I went to go talk to John cause I was so upset and then he bought me Chinese food. I had asked Steve to hang out earlier but he told me that Sara had asked him to hang out and she went over to his room and they ordered pizza. I still had fun though, but I was still worried about me and annie cause she was leaving on Friday. On Friday we talked some more and yeah, things have to be repaired and it will take some time, but we are both gonna bet through this. I was so happy that we left on good terms. I think we both need a summer apart to become stronger people. Next semester is gonna be better, I know it. I love you Annie Bear, and I'm gonna miss you this summer.
But anywho....Friday night I had a blast. I went to Wal-mart with Steve and Adrienne and Brandon (our friends). Steve was so sweet, he insisted that he buy me a cd. So I got the new Autopilot Off cd and he got the Name Taken's cd. I helped him pick out some hair dye, cause he asked me to help him dye his hair. We picked out Black and Red highlights. So later that night Steve put the black in and it looked awesome. Then we put the red highlights in and Steve them in Sam's hair as well. Sam's came out really cool but Steve all washed out and all that was left was a purplelish glow to his hair in the back. He was so bummed out and I felt really bad. So we went outside and hung out with friends and stuff and I asked Steve to sleep over in my room cause it was the last night and he had never slept over in my room. So past 4:00 in the morning we both finally went to my room and he was passed out within 5-10 minutes. I got ready for bed and just layed down next to him. We didn't end up getting out of bed till 10:00 and I kept telling him that he had to get up and pack. Man, that boy is hard to get out of bed! :) So I gave him a hug and told him that I would get him for lunch later.
I went upstairs to say goodbye to my friend Chris and then I went to lunch with Steve and Alex. That was def fun. After lunch I did more packing and then I went over to Steve's to return some cds and to finally give him his Valentine (haha, a little late you think?)
Then I said goodbye and it was hard. I almost started to cty. We hugged for awhile and had some laughs. Man, I'm really gonna miss him this summer, I hopes I get to talk to him a little bit at least.
But yeah, I just wanted to also say that Annie finally has a boyfriend! I'm so happy for her. His name is Kerry and they are such an adorable couple! Yay for the Annie Bear!
The big question is....WHEN WILL MY BOYFRIEND COME!!? :(
Ehhh...who knows, maybe never...
I will update you with my exciting life later.
~Peace Out~ Liz
The next day I went to Annie's church which I actually liked. So that was fun and at 2:00 we went to Isha's (is that how you spell her name?) benefit for her dad that has cancer. It was cool because I got to meet alot of Annie's friends that she has back home. I finally got to meet Pat and "HOLLA" that boy it sooooooo HOTT. Mmmmm...makes me want to melt just thinking about him. But anyway......
So we got back and yeah, I got all my essays done within the following week and all that stuff. I was a nervous wreak, believe me, it was bad. I was crying alot and all that stuff.
Then it didn't help that I found out the following week that Steve messed around with this girl named Sara. I really don't want to get into that though. Not to mention I found out that this girl told one of my friends that she 'has' steve. Yeah, ok, whatever. He said he doesn't even like her like that and they are def not going out. So..why would she say that!? Grr.....I hate stupid girls...
So me and Steve were hanging out one night and Sara comes in and I felt very uncomfortable so I left the room. This was prolly between 12:00-1:00 in the morning. So they end up talking until about 6:00 in the morning! I just stayed up with my friends John and Dan. John was so sweet, he put his arms around me and he stroked my hands and did his best to calm me down, cause I was pretty upset. When Sara and John finally left me and steve were alone in the lobby and he asked me what was wrong. So I told him what was on my mind and I put my head in his lap and I just started to cry. At about 6:30 we both went to bed and I felt a little better.
A couple of nights later me and Steve hung outside really late and he told me all about his highschool years and what he was like. I learned alot that night. So he said he was gonna go to bed most likely so I said goodnight and went to my room. The next day I find out from Sam (one of my friends) that Steve stayed up almost the whole night with Sara, (they were talking and then watched a move). Ok, that kinda pissed me off cause I had been asking Steve to watch a movie with me for the past week. Not to mention he said he was gonna go to bed. So I talked to him the next day and he said it was because they had 'important' stuff to talk about. Umm..he knows very well that if I had went to his room he would of went straight to bed, but when she comes over of course he has to stay up. He said they are nothing more than friends but man, I just don't know anymore. Steve told me that if me and him had something important to talk about then he would of stayed up with me too. Ok....whatever, guess out talks aren't important...
Thursday night wa hard. Me and Annie had the biggest fight that we have had yet. It was quite bad and we both said some mean things that I know we prolly both regret. I was so mad that I was actually throwing some things, wow, not normol for the Liz..
I don't know if I really want to get into all the details. So I went to go talk to John cause I was so upset and then he bought me Chinese food. I had asked Steve to hang out earlier but he told me that Sara had asked him to hang out and she went over to his room and they ordered pizza. I still had fun though, but I was still worried about me and annie cause she was leaving on Friday. On Friday we talked some more and yeah, things have to be repaired and it will take some time, but we are both gonna bet through this. I was so happy that we left on good terms. I think we both need a summer apart to become stronger people. Next semester is gonna be better, I know it. I love you Annie Bear, and I'm gonna miss you this summer.
But anywho....Friday night I had a blast. I went to Wal-mart with Steve and Adrienne and Brandon (our friends). Steve was so sweet, he insisted that he buy me a cd. So I got the new Autopilot Off cd and he got the Name Taken's cd. I helped him pick out some hair dye, cause he asked me to help him dye his hair. We picked out Black and Red highlights. So later that night Steve put the black in and it looked awesome. Then we put the red highlights in and Steve them in Sam's hair as well. Sam's came out really cool but Steve all washed out and all that was left was a purplelish glow to his hair in the back. He was so bummed out and I felt really bad. So we went outside and hung out with friends and stuff and I asked Steve to sleep over in my room cause it was the last night and he had never slept over in my room. So past 4:00 in the morning we both finally went to my room and he was passed out within 5-10 minutes. I got ready for bed and just layed down next to him. We didn't end up getting out of bed till 10:00 and I kept telling him that he had to get up and pack. Man, that boy is hard to get out of bed! :) So I gave him a hug and told him that I would get him for lunch later.
I went upstairs to say goodbye to my friend Chris and then I went to lunch with Steve and Alex. That was def fun. After lunch I did more packing and then I went over to Steve's to return some cds and to finally give him his Valentine (haha, a little late you think?)
Then I said goodbye and it was hard. I almost started to cty. We hugged for awhile and had some laughs. Man, I'm really gonna miss him this summer, I hopes I get to talk to him a little bit at least.
But yeah, I just wanted to also say that Annie finally has a boyfriend! I'm so happy for her. His name is Kerry and they are such an adorable couple! Yay for the Annie Bear!
The big question is....WHEN WILL MY BOYFRIEND COME!!? :(
Ehhh...who knows, maybe never...
I will update you with my exciting life later.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Thursday, April 1, 2004
I hate you...
There is this face I see, this mouth I feed
This broken body, only broken inside, this fragile soul, this clueless mind.
I hate you, I hate you...deep down inside. Its like a disease that never goes away, that never fades. Its eats you inside out until you can't stand it anymore. Until you bleed tears and scream your fears.
I hate being lonely, a sickness only few can cure. You try to explain but nobody understands, nobody but God. He makes you wait and teaches you patience and your clock ticks away and the future is all you think about because you can't focus on the present. Most of the time you appear happy to others around you but deep down you just want to disappear. Maybe nobody will notice your gone, maybe they won't even miss your voice. It doesn't matter...its not even that your insecure or hate who you are, its the fact that nobody in this world can love you will their whole heart. You want to be the most important thing in the world to them. Without you their life is meaningless, so meaningless. Every morning when they arise the first thing they think about is you...and all they wanna do is kiss you or hear your voice.
You just wanna hold someone's hand, locked in an eternal embrace. You NEVER want to let go...ever......You just want them to wrap their arms around you and never let go, to call you theirs.
This medicine I take can't take all the pain away. Day and night I think about what could be, where I could be. Who I would be with, could be with, will be with...if it ever happens.
This is the story of a girl that dreamed big but couldn't win her biggest dream. Couldn't find him, couldn't reach him, couldn't impress him. He didn't see her, he didn't yet exist. Only in her mind did she see a vision, a picture. His face too sweet, those eyes like sapphires and emeralds, his hair like the blackest nights and the brightest moons. His smile to make her melt into jelly. Those strong arms embracing, searching for something to hold on to. That chest oh so strong, intimidating even. That voice could sing her a thousand dreamy songs in her clever ear only to find out that she isn't good enough, she isn't ready, not prepared for the future.
Someday he will meet her there, someday. When the morning sun appears before her, he will be standing there one day, gleeming. Could it be he has found his princess? Is she ready, can she go on this journey with me? Where is all the trust? I waited for you, don't give it all away. I didn't waste sweet nothings on those other girls, that what he will claim. But his heart is good, different, full of truth. He is a rare jem, one in a trillion, but he is mine, all mine. Nobody can touch him, or lust ever him, I can never hate him. He is my prince. I waited long enough! Please don't take him away. Why would he want me? He could have all those other girls, I don't understand. There must be something different about me. Can he see me for my heart and not just my beauty? He will fall in love with my soul, the beauty the never fades, the truth that reigns. Our hearts with be woven into a web of love and trust and it will never be broken, ever...
Oh sweet misery, where are you?
This story, is a true story, a fine tale indeed. It does not yet exist, but it shall, oh it shall. Whenever that day comes this princess will be ready. Perpared to take the hand or her dear Prince.
This girl is me.
~Peace out~ Liz
Oh sweet misery, where are you?
This broken body, only broken inside, this fragile soul, this clueless mind.
I hate you, I hate you...deep down inside. Its like a disease that never goes away, that never fades. Its eats you inside out until you can't stand it anymore. Until you bleed tears and scream your fears.
I hate being lonely, a sickness only few can cure. You try to explain but nobody understands, nobody but God. He makes you wait and teaches you patience and your clock ticks away and the future is all you think about because you can't focus on the present. Most of the time you appear happy to others around you but deep down you just want to disappear. Maybe nobody will notice your gone, maybe they won't even miss your voice. It doesn't matter...its not even that your insecure or hate who you are, its the fact that nobody in this world can love you will their whole heart. You want to be the most important thing in the world to them. Without you their life is meaningless, so meaningless. Every morning when they arise the first thing they think about is you...and all they wanna do is kiss you or hear your voice.
You just wanna hold someone's hand, locked in an eternal embrace. You NEVER want to let go...ever......You just want them to wrap their arms around you and never let go, to call you theirs.
This medicine I take can't take all the pain away. Day and night I think about what could be, where I could be. Who I would be with, could be with, will be with...if it ever happens.
This is the story of a girl that dreamed big but couldn't win her biggest dream. Couldn't find him, couldn't reach him, couldn't impress him. He didn't see her, he didn't yet exist. Only in her mind did she see a vision, a picture. His face too sweet, those eyes like sapphires and emeralds, his hair like the blackest nights and the brightest moons. His smile to make her melt into jelly. Those strong arms embracing, searching for something to hold on to. That chest oh so strong, intimidating even. That voice could sing her a thousand dreamy songs in her clever ear only to find out that she isn't good enough, she isn't ready, not prepared for the future.
Someday he will meet her there, someday. When the morning sun appears before her, he will be standing there one day, gleeming. Could it be he has found his princess? Is she ready, can she go on this journey with me? Where is all the trust? I waited for you, don't give it all away. I didn't waste sweet nothings on those other girls, that what he will claim. But his heart is good, different, full of truth. He is a rare jem, one in a trillion, but he is mine, all mine. Nobody can touch him, or lust ever him, I can never hate him. He is my prince. I waited long enough! Please don't take him away. Why would he want me? He could have all those other girls, I don't understand. There must be something different about me. Can he see me for my heart and not just my beauty? He will fall in love with my soul, the beauty the never fades, the truth that reigns. Our hearts with be woven into a web of love and trust and it will never be broken, ever...
Oh sweet misery, where are you?
This story, is a true story, a fine tale indeed. It does not yet exist, but it shall, oh it shall. Whenever that day comes this princess will be ready. Perpared to take the hand or her dear Prince.
This girl is me.
~Peace out~ Liz
Oh sweet misery, where are you?
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Annie's Surprize Party
Hey,
Oh my goodness, last night was a blast! For weeks me and some other people (mostly Katie and Steve) had been planning a surprize birthday party for Annie. So yesterday I was excited all day. Then Annie came up to me and said we were gonna have a night to hang out, just me and her. So I agreed sortof, but I didn't want to make it look like I had plans so I said ok. So before my 6:00 class Steve gave me his cell phone so I could call him when I got back. So I gave him a ring and to his room and not everybody was there yet. So I went to go get Cassy and to talk to Annie online, (telling her that I would be over soon). But I couldn't find Cassy so I went back over and everyone was there. So Dan gave me his keys to get into the building when I came back with Annie. So I went over to Annie's and I acted like I normally do. So after a couple of minutes I suggested that we take a walk. So she was Iming people and stuff like that so I waited like 5 minutes. Then we finally got outside and I pretended to get a peice of gum, then I said that I had Steve's keys and that I should return them to him. So Annie agreed that we would go right over there. She didn't even realize that the keyring was differentm, but even if she did I was just gonna say that he got a new keyring. So we went inside and walked over to Steve's room and all the lights were off. So I knocked on the door and I asked Steve if he was in there. Then suddenly the door opened and everyone yelled "SURPRIZE" as confetti shooted up into the air. Man, if you could of seen the look on Annie's face. It was so great. I was so happy cause my plan was flawless and she didn't suspect I thing. Being the bait was fun though. So anyway, we had pizza and soda in champagne glasses and Katie made a cake. The whole room was decorated with balloons and banners. Annie got a basket of goodies from Steve and Katie and Dan, John, and Sam got her cards. Man, it was surely a great night. I hope this is one birthday that Annie will never forget.
Her birthday is actually on Monday but we didn't want her to suspect anything so we didn't to do the party earlier. She is going home this weekend so I wanna spend sometime with her before she goes home.
Something is wrong with my stomach again, it constantly hurts. Especially after I eat. Bummer...I should prolly go see a doctor.
Well, I'm gonna go get dressed. I'm so excited cause its supposed to be 67 degrees out today! I just love spring time.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Oh my goodness, last night was a blast! For weeks me and some other people (mostly Katie and Steve) had been planning a surprize birthday party for Annie. So yesterday I was excited all day. Then Annie came up to me and said we were gonna have a night to hang out, just me and her. So I agreed sortof, but I didn't want to make it look like I had plans so I said ok. So before my 6:00 class Steve gave me his cell phone so I could call him when I got back. So I gave him a ring and to his room and not everybody was there yet. So I went to go get Cassy and to talk to Annie online, (telling her that I would be over soon). But I couldn't find Cassy so I went back over and everyone was there. So Dan gave me his keys to get into the building when I came back with Annie. So I went over to Annie's and I acted like I normally do. So after a couple of minutes I suggested that we take a walk. So she was Iming people and stuff like that so I waited like 5 minutes. Then we finally got outside and I pretended to get a peice of gum, then I said that I had Steve's keys and that I should return them to him. So Annie agreed that we would go right over there. She didn't even realize that the keyring was differentm, but even if she did I was just gonna say that he got a new keyring. So we went inside and walked over to Steve's room and all the lights were off. So I knocked on the door and I asked Steve if he was in there. Then suddenly the door opened and everyone yelled "SURPRIZE" as confetti shooted up into the air. Man, if you could of seen the look on Annie's face. It was so great. I was so happy cause my plan was flawless and she didn't suspect I thing. Being the bait was fun though. So anyway, we had pizza and soda in champagne glasses and Katie made a cake. The whole room was decorated with balloons and banners. Annie got a basket of goodies from Steve and Katie and Dan, John, and Sam got her cards. Man, it was surely a great night. I hope this is one birthday that Annie will never forget.
Her birthday is actually on Monday but we didn't want her to suspect anything so we didn't to do the party earlier. She is going home this weekend so I wanna spend sometime with her before she goes home.
Something is wrong with my stomach again, it constantly hurts. Especially after I eat. Bummer...I should prolly go see a doctor.
Well, I'm gonna go get dressed. I'm so excited cause its supposed to be 67 degrees out today! I just love spring time.
~Peace Out~ Liz
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