Soooo yeah, sorry that I haven't updated in FOREVER. Its just that I was extremely busy getting essays done and studying for tests and completing projects *whew*. So anyway, I went home with Annie that weekend and we had a great time. We watched about 3 or 4 episodes of "The OC" and I swear that girl has driven me to love that show. Soo..after that me and Annie took a long walk down through her neighborhood and she told me all about what it was like for her growing up in middleschool and highschool. I had no idea what she went through. Man....but when we got back we had yummy food and we ate with Casey and Luke's (Annie friends)parents, which are also her neighbors. They were so nice and we had a blast. So when we were leaving we realized that it was pouring outside and annie is standing in the rain and she was like, "Come on Liz! Get over here!" and I'm like, "NOOOOOO!!" So then I just ran into the rain and me and annie linked arms and ran for our lives. It was so funny because we were screaming the entire time. Then I'm like, "where is your house?!" and it was hilarious because it was right across the street but because I was staring at the ground and running I couldn't see anything.
The next day I went to Annie's church which I actually liked. So that was fun and at 2:00 we went to Isha's (is that how you spell her name?) benefit for her dad that has cancer. It was cool because I got to meet alot of Annie's friends that she has back home. I finally got to meet Pat and "HOLLA" that boy it sooooooo HOTT. Mmmmm...makes me want to melt just thinking about him. But anyway......
So we got back and yeah, I got all my essays done within the following week and all that stuff. I was a nervous wreak, believe me, it was bad. I was crying alot and all that stuff.
Then it didn't help that I found out the following week that Steve messed around with this girl named Sara. I really don't want to get into that though. Not to mention I found out that this girl told one of my friends that she 'has' steve. Yeah, ok, whatever. He said he doesn't even like her like that and they are def not going out. So..why would she say that!? Grr.....I hate stupid girls...
So me and Steve were hanging out one night and Sara comes in and I felt very uncomfortable so I left the room. This was prolly between 12:00-1:00 in the morning. So they end up talking until about 6:00 in the morning! I just stayed up with my friends John and Dan. John was so sweet, he put his arms around me and he stroked my hands and did his best to calm me down, cause I was pretty upset. When Sara and John finally left me and steve were alone in the lobby and he asked me what was wrong. So I told him what was on my mind and I put my head in his lap and I just started to cry. At about 6:30 we both went to bed and I felt a little better.
A couple of nights later me and Steve hung outside really late and he told me all about his highschool years and what he was like. I learned alot that night. So he said he was gonna go to bed most likely so I said goodnight and went to my room. The next day I find out from Sam (one of my friends) that Steve stayed up almost the whole night with Sara, (they were talking and then watched a move). Ok, that kinda pissed me off cause I had been asking Steve to watch a movie with me for the past week. Not to mention he said he was gonna go to bed. So I talked to him the next day and he said it was because they had 'important' stuff to talk about. Umm..he knows very well that if I had went to his room he would of went straight to bed, but when she comes over of course he has to stay up. He said they are nothing more than friends but man, I just don't know anymore. Steve told me that if me and him had something important to talk about then he would of stayed up with me too. Ok....whatever, guess out talks aren't important...
Thursday night wa hard. Me and Annie had the biggest fight that we have had yet. It was quite bad and we both said some mean things that I know we prolly both regret. I was so mad that I was actually throwing some things, wow, not normol for the Liz..
I don't know if I really want to get into all the details. So I went to go talk to John cause I was so upset and then he bought me Chinese food. I had asked Steve to hang out earlier but he told me that Sara had asked him to hang out and she went over to his room and they ordered pizza. I still had fun though, but I was still worried about me and annie cause she was leaving on Friday. On Friday we talked some more and yeah, things have to be repaired and it will take some time, but we are both gonna bet through this. I was so happy that we left on good terms. I think we both need a summer apart to become stronger people. Next semester is gonna be better, I know it. I love you Annie Bear, and I'm gonna miss you this summer.
But anywho....Friday night I had a blast. I went to Wal-mart with Steve and Adrienne and Brandon (our friends). Steve was so sweet, he insisted that he buy me a cd. So I got the new Autopilot Off cd and he got the Name Taken's cd. I helped him pick out some hair dye, cause he asked me to help him dye his hair. We picked out Black and Red highlights. So later that night Steve put the black in and it looked awesome. Then we put the red highlights in and Steve them in Sam's hair as well. Sam's came out really cool but Steve all washed out and all that was left was a purplelish glow to his hair in the back. He was so bummed out and I felt really bad. So we went outside and hung out with friends and stuff and I asked Steve to sleep over in my room cause it was the last night and he had never slept over in my room. So past 4:00 in the morning we both finally went to my room and he was passed out within 5-10 minutes. I got ready for bed and just layed down next to him. We didn't end up getting out of bed till 10:00 and I kept telling him that he had to get up and pack. Man, that boy is hard to get out of bed! :) So I gave him a hug and told him that I would get him for lunch later.
I went upstairs to say goodbye to my friend Chris and then I went to lunch with Steve and Alex. That was def fun. After lunch I did more packing and then I went over to Steve's to return some cds and to finally give him his Valentine (haha, a little late you think?)
Then I said goodbye and it was hard. I almost started to cty. We hugged for awhile and had some laughs. Man, I'm really gonna miss him this summer, I hopes I get to talk to him a little bit at least.
But yeah, I just wanted to also say that Annie finally has a boyfriend! I'm so happy for her. His name is Kerry and they are such an adorable couple! Yay for the Annie Bear!
The big question is....WHEN WILL MY BOYFRIEND COME!!? :(
Ehhh...who knows, maybe never...
I will update you with my exciting life later.
~Peace Out~ Liz
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
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